the next 3 weeks uhh maybe 4

life.

the next three weeks.

there is much to be done. 

i am already tired.

yet I am excited about what is to come.

example today we had back to back meetings all important all. Yet in between on of them that ended on time and our next was starting late. I said ooh good i have a chance to use the restroom. My hope is that I will have time to stop and breath (or pee wink) in these weeks.  truth is...I am not stressed yet. But I know that with everything I will be worried about giving people enough of my time, which is impossible, as I only have so much to give. These next few weeks I will only be able to give truly small pieces of my time, which kills me as a quaility time, and valuing people kind of person. So if I miss returning your call, seem like I was only there for a moment, I am sorry its not my intent. 

If you call after 7 pm. My phone will be on silent its my way of not having service and having a small piece of sanity in the night hours. 

In those night hours where my cell phone is on silent,

             I may be able to finish project's I have started in the day.

In those night hours when my cell phone is on silent, 

             I may find sanity in the stillness.

In those night hours when my cell phone is on silent, 

       I may actually get to call people that I haven't had the chance to.

In those night hours when my cell phone is on silent,

             I may get to finally finish cleaning my room instead of creating pathways like I did in HS

In those night hours when my cell phone is on silent, 

             I am going to try my hardest not to worry that I missed a call

In those night hours when my cell phone is on silent, 

             I will rest well with a happy heart.

That's my hope and my plan...